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Foreword:
Xiaobei's dead day that I am seeing an important client, I am taking a mobile phone to listening to Xie Shu chilly to elaborate a such facts: " this is lazy I am listening to? so, very long did not talk. The Xie Shu that serves as father comforts me not to want even too sad. I shake shake one's head say: Basketry I knew? waiting till. " hanged a phone so. Continue to talking about business with the client next.
I go in the crowd with respect to such apathetic, reviewing those once parting associate with. Memory always is cannot medley very complete, a paragraph of a paragraph, that once embraced the has kissed man that pass, the moon at that time and road, a little while clear, blurred again a little while.
I edited a short message to say to miss that time very much, we are pulling a hand, saying not to leave the word that does not abandon. However I do not know where to should send. I recalled that christmas day, my gules eider down takes the sweater of He Xiaobei's Semir, the heavy snow of the move flutters in the sky, the warm hand that pulling me and side side still clear word: Boil fraud of extensive of camel shelfing � to kowtow receive waterlogged? " that pure time, I like the time of the thing of all white.
I look at the attire of black of him a suit, be from what when begin to be fed up with vicissitudes of life white, love went up dim black? Black dress, black shoe, black underwear, even black night. Like night all the time, look blackly not clear each other face.
Nowadays, it is to look really not clear each other face, no matter be days or night. Xiaobei died, his dead, took away my life all sunshine. So henceforth, the remotest corners of the earth, time brings a great change to the worlds, had done not have any meanings to me.
The first chapter:
I stand in the exit of the railway station to looking at a sky helplessly [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not know this what course to follow.
I want to did not want to carrying a bag on the back to return this to be familiar with new however nowadays city originally. The hand that looks at that woman to pulling Xiaobei goes in us to once pulled the route that the hand has taken, they are troubled by, laughing, I and happiness brush a shoulder and pass.
Early morning, I am walked out of from the Internet bar, the plantar hair that brisk cold wind blows is cool, the spring that just discovers Hefei also is so cold, cold arrived in one's heart. I closely holding oneself in the arms to still feel however deep cold [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], cold all the time arrived in the heart.
Prince says his friend died, in the heart very sad. Can comforting his life only is brief, before so we should take the advantage of our brief life to still do not have an end, go valueing the thing that we have. Comfort him to also be equivalent to comforting him. What feel death leaves me such deeply for the first time is nearly when Jackie leaves, suddenly is like a nimble that still remembers his blue how to be mixed especially maize ball is taken, once life is colorful, be in however flashy remain only black and white. Look at the his alone QQ head portrait that is hanged over, want to delete, do not abandon again however. Once thought death leaves us very distant actually, the distance that ability discovery is one pace only just, just like happiness and sadness, also be the difference of one pace only only.
I say to Tan Bin I am to I am sorry of An Wen, because at the beginning I did not like him, it is oneself degenerate only looked for a company to stop, but appeared to fall in love with later, so more compunctious more abhor so that oneself part company. I begin to abhor oneself, write down so that with what An Wen parts company my firm firm smoked him spank that day, summer says why, I say those who owe him to this is me.
The late night saw the love story of beauty of a chilly again, heroine ends with dying, hero is heartstricken, however she ever wanted him well living, so he well living, hope she is in heaven can happy. Like misshapen thing all the time, always think door leaf of painful thorough heart just is the appearance with the most beautiful love.
Begin to miss Li Feng a little, the hand that there is him again in yesterday evening dream, I think should be me wrong, wrong [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], also missed. Do not know why to began to be missed easily, it is doleful probably too long. Actually occasionally loneliness also is a kind of drain, let me more can lucid see oneself clear. Begin to like a few bloody color, bloodsucking red.
Look not of Qing Fanhua street, see only a multicolored line, far had done not have the hill in memory and Bai Yun, high-rise broke up a standing standing tall and upright the blue sky in eye shot. City, very busy really, everybody has the face that a piece of others does not meet, meet what know with oneself to still have everyday the spirit that does not know brushs a body and pass. So called true, it is the mask with another kind of false mask only. That kind of appearance is luxuriant and solid and immanent the mood that can'ts bear biff flimsily, it is alone so.
Everybody has unbeknown loneliness, what is alone backside, our nowhere inquires. The life is alone only, also can alone. Go in busy crowd, junior or it is aged person, see the face of not quiet others, resemble looking not clear oneself face. In so called lead a wandering life in the city that I am familiar with, it is to lead a wandering life as much so, predeterminate vagrancy.
The 2nd chapter:
Love is attachment only the appearance on the desire, if you see it clear, you can become a beautiful woman, defeat chrysalis just like and go out butterfly, if you look not clear it, sooner or later one day, you can turn its hand into medium slave, allow its waste time you all years.
I am maiden, a blood, wanton woman, in my eye, perfect it is a kind of approximately foolish luxury. The my obstinate all the time thing that thinks I want to get can be had certainly, ability him discovery is such-and-such babyish, what had a person done, everything what be about what to do for her pays price.
I arrive as coming like flee from a calamity this new southern city. I feel everybody is unfamiliar suddenly, include myself. Fall into enemy hands gradually in this city that is full of interest and desire, those who change is lower and lower, more and more humbleness. I am trampling oneself dignity, those who wanton is derisive, it seems that this lives namely.
The place that I take in the bus to rely on a window looks this outside the move, wait for the granny of the car, in the girl that quarrels with male friend by the car, dress Western-style clothes is riding the clerk of engine, tell the driver of areca juice toward the window, dress is cool and refreshing the hot younger sister that making a mobile telephone... the life that this is this flourishing city. This is I come Dongguan the discovery after 5 months.
I get drunk in the world like cloud and mist cannot extricate oneself, those who use inhospitality not allow everything all round the eyes look upon at the world. Wearing the place with the dress mixed and disorderly discrepancy that expose boldly, holding cigarette swagger through the street. Enjoy the man's greedy eye and decadent pleasure. Now and then I can go alone Seven, dote on it to lean the tall footrest of the stage, it is OK to sit over all affectation, dirty, of the woman degenerate the desire with the man receives copy of pleasant to see. I smelled the cankered flavour that gives out in him body, bloody, lucid.
Perplexed when I love to stand in street edge to look at a day feebly. I believe to have manage and day of metempsychosis all the time. I always love to light a cigarette, slowly look at it to burn, go out, next heavy play cigarette end half sky inside, as life, as a dream. Life, it is a daedal dream. In different night, the person with different encounter, unfamiliar, familiar, but be loneliness together. Love is a loneliness that he yearns for nevertheless, actually loneliness is doleful, do not involve the issue of love. Resemble the fashionable dress of houseful, hanging in house [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], with dirt a loneliness, be bought, with the woman a loneliness. From bosom cherishs to another, the location that just changed cease just, be indifferent to love and do not love.
Perhaps roaming about is my fate, roam about from a city another city, from bosom roams about to cherish to another.
Dote on red double happiness all the time, a kind of cheap smoke. How do forgetting like to go up, the flavour that knows thick choke bazoo only always also cannot give up. Also always do not understand what oneself want, stop no less than footsteps to go after again however, want what to capture, what to lose again however. Want delighted drunk, just discover oneself do not have even drunk courage, since cannot quite drunk, can make oneself soberer only, sober all these seeing Qing Dynasty, everything of place happening, everything what what go, what had been forgotten everything what what experience and everything.
Move back and forth in new crowd, just discover connecting his is unfamiliar, be familiar with very much it seems that never had understood oneself lucidly again however. Once what summation summer is mocking others is foolish it is to conceal oneself only of itself foolish. Abrupt very when the yearning is small, forgetting is pass from the laugh that when begins to use a heart no longer, asing if is the winter in that year, when lighting the first cigarette.
I think I am a person or event associated with evil or misfortune all the time, like a such nouns to describe his very much. Su Su once had said: Dispatch of fade of meet with of � of bay astounded accept fastens accept happily to rip Ρ quail to rip disclose locust pine to rip? " a few friends that ought cherish were lost in growing ceaselessly, fall to finally fall few is joyous a person, perhaps the destiny is destined originally alone, doleful the experiences a heart chill with lucid ability. I am alone, summer also is alone, so we are experiencing each other loneliness to never admit our loneliness candidly however, so as before alone living.
On bubble one cup of coffee, agonized and full-bodied flavour. A deep, hit in throat turn, next below drink, if drug taking, was full of whole oral cavity, intestines and stomach, along with breath is agonized flavour. Have a few sadness, to be cold, the person is longed for easily, longed for easy also sadness. Do not agree to admit oneself are the person of a sensitivity all the time, because too too argumentative. Do not like all the time so too too argumentative man and woman.
Be waked by aspic in the middle of the night, discover the quilt dropped the ground. Be cold really so, think south does not have a winter all the time, however oversight of the wind of the late night or chill. Those who escape is again far, same still a day. Be this hibernate, think the body became cold heart won't cold, the body is actually cold, the heart still is met cold.
Summer says to see Liu Chao and his girlfriend are together, if speaking out, be optional, I however can lucid see the desolate in her eye. We are foolish regard crammer as genuine, after believing love, ability discovers wrong deep person. Liu Chao, one ever is cast however the man that dignity is crying to beg summer to be off to distant parts with him, a kind of such situation is a kind of what kind of satirize, summer is clear, I also am clear. We are so silent not language. A day that that year, when Xiaobei cuddle is worn that wife takes past the appointed time beside me, I him fuddle, shedding a tear to say to oneself next: Unplug fluid weichis? " the mood that can experience summer very much, although never had loved Liu Chao, also be the woman that once believed love however. We are to laughing to face everybody, suck the person of cut alone in the late night however.
Once I think Xiaobei still is me all the time, discover to final ability so this is I think all the time bloodily. Tell me when Su Su they go room when I am foolish still asked: Basketry dispatch emperor invades? of emperor strong � " Su Su scolded sentence: Bay Qiao carve is become? " proud all the time think oneself are sober, saw through love and hate and feeling, from what when begin to also change foolish? Xiaobei is very long had not made a telephone call to me, perhaps he also regained consciousness, however I still do not agree to face a such facts, he does not belong to me really.
I always am enmeshed in the world in the past to see the way of not clear future. Work busily the life lets living lost original sense. Perhaps be this joy, I got all more even my conceivable thing, what to still have joyless? Perhaps be little a happy ground, occasionally a reason or an excuse is more important than a real issue. I gave Xiaobei a reason that part company, all he is holding the woman besides me in the arms to be before me, I gave Anwen a leaving reason, so he was taking wounded eyes to exit my world, I gave myself a joyless reason, so I am looked at chilly all round what what produce happy person and everything.
The 3rd chapter:
The my ceaseless fill that use wine is worn oneself, one cup catchs a cup, whole oral cavity is full of full-bodied agonized flavour. Light a cigarette, look at new person's strange face, slightly raise corners of the mouth. Stone is pulling my sleeve, the meaning that wants expression I am very clear sucked greatly intentionally however and on the face that says smoke to him, despised laugh gave voice.
I lie in the bosom of stone, gently cried: Coat blind? " the head is dizzy, the head is sober however, I am clear really spoke those two words. He looks at ahead perplexedly, dare not look at me even, I am laughing. Does he say a possibility? I say impossible. I am clear that I am foolish all the time, still doing stupid thing however.
The atmosphere with blatant bar lets me hear the voice that is less than a heart to beat, some do not live energy of life fully, my mad twist is worn the body, resemble a bedlamite, growl delivers news of save one's breath to voice.
I edited a short message to say to Xiaobei I think you, waited next very long very long without echo. I sit over to mocking my foolish than, laughing to laughing to cry next.
Deciduous leaf looks when someone says desolate, the person is met more desolate.
I stand in street to look at this city, dongguan does not have a winter [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so leaf also won't withered fall. This is the reason that I do not love this city, always be colourful Yang Gaozhao, do not give a person a chance that breath. Just discover him in one's heart is fed up with sunshine, the thing that is fed up with all shining below sunshine...
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Demon scorpion man
Some are small endowment
Wear cotton to make a shirt
With purple wet towel
Two tigers tooth is bared when smiling
The belt is trifling and lovely
He says I love you
But you do not fall in love with me
Lie in his bosom
In the heart that lies not to enter him forever
Fell in love with with time of a day
The time that should use all one's life probably is forgotten
Brief and happy
Happy instant
My impress stays on his body
It is he never has the mark that belongs to me only
The late night lies in weather station
Stroke is worn each other go not to take a bottom of the heart after all
The thing of existence can flow after all
Growing early social evening dries up
Cannot change faint also change
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