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A love letter written three years
<td class=\When yin and yang, you and I apart, and have nowhere to send the letter, the text has been no one can see. But I still want to write this letter, in the future to your grave, I will read to you listen to the tomb, and then burned, so the wizard can not see your heaven sent.
Strange to say, this letter I have written in their hearts for decades, writing hundreds of times, can really be a piece of paper fell out, but I do not know where to start, too many expectations and restraint in the past blocked the tip.
or scratch speak.
sophomore, you are open to us, \Your class has always been popular, each lesson,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the class is always packed very full, in addition to the people in our class, there are other departments to observe the meeting. I was like foreign literature, and you put it well, so I'll take you from the start the day as a festival lecture, hear mesmerized. Now I know that it is beginning to fall in love with you, but then did not realize that just like you to talk about class.
I began to swallow the foreign literary classics as read, after reading a lot of problems and feelings, in addition to ask you in class, also wrote a number of small articles to your look. You like my hard work and appreciate my insight, I asked to your home for the special counseling gladly agreed. In your home, gentle, virtuous wife is always warm hospitality me how much I've eaten tons of aromatic rice she ah. She never doubted my keen? I do not know, maybe not, maybe just tolerance, in any case, the teacher as you have never deviate, we must now feel able to bear this great wife I have the most direct relationship.
to junior year, I have been very clear that I loved you. Handsome young man's pursuit of the department I was not tempted, so that some students in private discussions, that I was not there something wrong. They know where I was desperate day and night burning with unrequited love, soon to be burned. Because you have no class, I find less and less excuse for you to be more and more of your thoughts are thick. I often pretend you are something or occasionally passing through classroom lectures, only to see you at a glance; almost every night to the campus, wandering downstairs while you live, look at your house blue curtains on the window of a daze.
selected thesis topic, I did not hesitate to choose your area, I can justifiably close to you, really fortunate! The last time to pick up my final paper was a rainy day, when I went to your wife is not home, I took the manuscript you are handed when he suddenly began to cry, you helped me to sit down, give me Daolebeishui, sitting opposite me looked at me in silence. So I calmed down, looked up to see you, you that contains the love and pain eyes let me see, you know, maybe from the beginning that I appreciate your feelings, and you also love me, but you can not promise me a few words a word.
I had prepared to test your students, but finally gave up, I can no longer close to you, I do not want to test yourself, do not want to let you test yourself.
graduation I went to say goodbye to you and your wife, but not more than a month, the tall and visible, you seem to languish. Before leaving, I bow to thank you and his wife, hug my wife, you just smiled and said goodbye, I politely say goodbye, we transfer the vision to say it is something else.
the next eighteen years, is about my daily life, lesson planning, teaching, reading, there is miss you. Although we are not a city, basically does not meet the letter or communication, mainly discuss some literature on the issue, but also discuss a number of things in life, the letters literally derailed if any, can be only between us came to understand that some content that is our own.
those years I was learning or seen you a total of five meetings, each want to: This time I ignored everything, and I want to clearly tell you, I love you, I'll tell you together. Can be really met, but was tightly bound chains ethics, I can not, like the wife I'm sorry Angel,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I can not tempt you to break the self-restraint of the detention of a person can not want anything to do.
your retirement that year, I married four years old out on his own. I originally intended life of celibacy, no, I'm going wait for you I know your wife than large, if she go first, I went to you, even if only with the years, five years, I will feel this life no regrets, but I did not keep my own promise. My husband is my colleague, teaching Chinese classical literature, he had just assigned me to this university to pursue my time, I refused, he later married, have a baby; Unfortunately, after the death of his wife ill, he came to marry him , this I promise, I really can not put an adherence to the feelings of so many years discarded as trash. His daughter is also very naive, and accept my kindness for her, and soon called me mother. But in my heart, the real life of a loved one or with your teacher.
the next five years we basically had no contact, there may be a tacit agreement not to disturb each other's heart, I feel that your thoughts seem to have faded some. But when I knew from college students there, when the wife has died, the feelings of well-cast instant defense collapsed, but fortunately when it is summer,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], my husband took the children to travel, or I may find it difficult in front of him Shenqingziruo. I walked around the room to hesitate for an hour, finally got through to your phone, when your voice reached my ears, my heart jumped wildly, I said: \There, now! \and how can I abandon the love I really like the apple of her husband and lovely children. If people love the ability to meet in a dream how good, that at least in fantasy, we can handle companions.
took another eight years. One day,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I suddenly feel extremely unwell physically and mentally, sitting, lying down will not work, look in the mirror his face was not ugly, I was suddenly aware that you're gone. Subsequently confirmed the news I can not use the scientific explanation of the induction. I feel great grief is not earth shattering, but the general spread of the tide, slowly, until I drown.
I and several students rush to attend your funeral, you bid farewell to his son when I told him, handed me a large package, say you will so say, so give it to me.
back to the hotel, I opened the package, which is all the letters I wrote to you, and your one-page signed: \poetry is lyrical sonnet Mrs. Browning's first 29: 'I want you, I hugged Acacia around you, like vines, trees, variable given broad leaves, ... ...' to up? \But I write, I use three years to this years love letter You could not see out.
teacher, sometimes I think, regardless of if I do not care to go then you and your wife split up, if you follow my feelings married, our lives will be happy and not regret? I want to say is, want to say it is not, think clearly, but only once in life and can not be re coming. Can anyway,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], for me, at least in this life who has ever loved a silly, that was enough.
teacher, rest in peace! If there really heaven, where we will meet; if there afterlife, we will recognize each other, then I will not be missed.
always love your student H
2010 年 5 月 5 日
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