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Disperse the sun
<td class=\modulation of the boss here, a cocktail, which he said represented his sustenance and hope. Looked at the light blue liquid, as I feel gloomy, I Naqijiubei, drained, and that both peaceful and violent atmosphere straight into the brains, in this moment, to forget the pain in my heart.
first came to this bar, is attracted by its name ----- Bangladesh stone bar. Others may not understand the meaning of the name, but I do know the boss is a story of people. Shi Meng's forgotten and whose son ----- cure my memories of stone. Once the past is so hard to forget that it was forgotten, or to recall, no one knows. The idea that contradictions exist in the hearts of each of us, in a dilemma. This bar has become the place I belong. I smile, and if there really cure my, I drank to forget that really put that all confused and distressed.
This boss is one of my brother, who ridicule us, once we Haoqiganyun, drunken singing once we had our wanton depravity,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], smoking and alcohol burning our youth, beauty and ribbon away our wealth, when we empty-handed when Fanran repentance: he is why he came into this world, is it buried in the dark to destroy his own life. So the old brothers went their separate ways, blood by night we buried my heart, Paradox inconstancy of human relationships. However, the real thing among friends but in my heart remains.
first met many years after separation of a brother is in this bar. Anan, and now is the boss of this small bar. Now and then laugh at him, he was only a trace of the face of the grief and the smile, no longer young and frivolous, that only the mature heart. But we are brothers, ah, once was, is, after too. When we're together, even though some disappointments, even though some are not liking. But we are very relaxed, encourage each other, the common people of the wine had Xiaokan singing, and now is still intimate, even if we regard the feelings buried in the heart.
so I have time will come to Bangladesh for a stone, talk to old friends, pondering what once was happy. In southern busy, I'll be alone and broken blue depression, body odor that belongs to me alone lonely, and the kind of deep in the heart of the bleak and biting cold
sudden ray of sunlight scattered into my eye, ear as the sun There was a crisp on the wind, however, whom I Yi Chan, was the greeted me can not erase the shadow of life: water hibiscus seem like a refined figure, Jie Bai Suya showing a bit wild sympathetic fit clothing, this is the perfect face but no trace of defect appears to be too pale, mouth hanging Ruoyouruowu trace of a smile, but his eyes but still shows a deep sadness and sorrow so completely contradictory expressions have emerged in such a beautiful face, the kind of beauty Qi Yan, seems to be ruthless to the bloodstained hands folded flowers, bring tremendous shock to my heart, God! How would there be such a sad sad eyes and seem contains a world of ridicule, of self-pity, feelings of cowardice, of life's lament on the family background of helplessness and depression that must endure!
I just look away from her eyes, pale down a sip of wine, is determined to erase the sudden invasion of the heart shadow, because she touched my heart, the silent pain, the kind of depression and sadness more deeply touched my heart of the Okanagan can not touch the strings. I dreaded the first taste of pain and heartbreak. So, I choose to avoid.
But God has chosen and I joked, and she's sitting straight in my way, in the noisy, although I did not hear it from far and near the steps, but clearly felt her close. I want to turn away. Because I am afraid. Is the heart of fear, but it has to turn around, because I would also like to look at her, even if it makes the shadow of my heart, more of the stick in my mind. Contradictory ideas in my mind the fierce collision. Bright drop of liquid hanging from the corner. I can not see blue melancholy flavor chemicals. I miss the feeling of being full of all, the whole body began to tremble slightly tempted. Mind suddenly went blank. I look back and quietly watched the woman saw that the woman is shocked, hesitant the next, and walked straight to my side, not words. Just a flash of eye contact, and we seemed to have insight into each other's heart. I no longer see her, once again buried in the deep sorrow in the cup of blue melancholy. The woman did not speak, quietly looked at me for a long time, and finally have a cup of blue melancholy, quiet taste, as I like, nothing.
was a long time, people gradually cleared the bar, the middle of the night to the quiet, I looked up and quietly look to her, only to find she also quietly looked at me, suddenly, I understand that she had seen through each other as I like the melancholy and sadness, and also sent a deep encouragement to each other, just a moment, we as friends of many years, become to know each other better than anyone. I gently raised his glass, a nod to her slightly, then drained, and turned out of the bar. Dark of the night engulfed our figure, but I know, hard to erase the shadow of her mind.
next night, I went to Bangladesh, as always, rock, give birth to the hearts of a nameless actually look forward to, and I look forward to that intimate woman. I warned you forgot her heart, my heart was filled with involuntary thoughts. To the bar, but did not see her loss and the hearts of a nameless void. First time I called a bottle of whiskey, to get drunk. Anand did not persuade me, he knows my character. He just smiled, as if to see through something. Even if I am drunk he can give me safe refuge hosts. Just a moment, a bottle of wine to go seven thousand seven hundred eighty-eight, I have a little drunk. I'm going to Heaven and wait for shouts and vent the injustice and resentment in the heart, talk to after this endless longing and suffering. But I hold back, the pain of this vast silent tears do shed into the loess. Men do not cry easily, because not yet reached the heart it.
noisy bar, silent tears, endless thoughts, everything seemed so thrilling.
prime a white towel out into my eyes, I do not know that she looked too come. This feeling so strong, but I do not want to rise, for fear she saw my face tears, I have not received the scarf. I know, wiping the tears of his face is not entirely different because of wiping the tears of my heart.
her opponent did not think, just quietly sat by my side, change to the whiskey, put on a blue depression. All I have been clear: blue depression, although the representative of the feeling of depression, then why not represent the blue of hope. Two entirely different flavor cocktails reconcile together to form the power of this liquid filled collision. You can taste of depression,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you can also taste the hope. It makes me endless grief also never give up. She is also known. I hears is silence, the only quiet tasting. That feeling of pain and lingering. I think the rise of unlimited talk to her, could also have a hard heart to her under the cold anomaly.
taste alone, I dreaded the first three years, and I already know: people do not own a lonely, like one person alone. She is also not angry, just quietly sitting with me drinking that blue melancholy, but also thinking of silent heart wounds.
time a day later, I seem to adapt to such a quiet life. Every night her side,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], sitting quietly, quietly thoughts, the quiet taste of blue melancholy.
Until that day
day, I, as always, she was late. In thoughts would run through my entire body, she finally late. I know he should not get angry, but my heart was filled with melancholy last name. After her, only to sit the next left, left, handed me a Qianzhi Tuo Anan. She stumbled and hesitated to leave the back, in my eyes, she is like the crane and flew away. My mind suddenly filled with sorrow and anxiety for no reason, this idea even more strongly that I have no sleep through the night. The coming days, I have not seen her heart to the more disturbed, and some things are always lost, they find so important. And walked aimlessly Meng stone, but I know the pain of a life message. Anand told me that she was gone,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], forever gone, had she became terminally ill, the days with me, is the last day of her life. Anand eyes flash of guilt. This moment, a thunderbolt. I burst into tears. I can not change this outcome is not only the wounds of my heart to escape, but not the word you say ah heart! But this time, even if you'd rather die, they are still a rude awakening ah! Love, really without any reason, just the moment of care, the moment of understanding, the warmth of a snap of the fingers, enough to make us spend a lifetime. At this point, I discovered that I had fell in love with the silent thoughts with me, with me taste of melancholy girl. However, I'll never lose her. I seem to lost soul, a loss back to his residence, his eyes the tears of the shadow of a reflection of Qianzhi. I smile to Ganchangcunduan, people go, there you have value? Slowly opened the folded paper cranes, but found that she left me the first and last words: also do not know your name yet, but you figure they have already left a deep love, as if true The reason it does not need. Beside you can finally have a long absence, calm, although in the most noisy bar. I clearly know that you're thinking of other people do, Back then, I will also depression, melancholy, heartbreaking. However, to see you sad but eager eyes, I feel faint, you have my heart it is there, I hear you answer that, I go quiet, maybe it would have been at your side, I know that eventually one day you will taste the blue quiet melancholy, quietly miss me.
read, I burst into tears, I know, this life I will not love any girl, because my heart, and only miss!
wandering down the rain, wet my sad, the rain, I shouted themselves hoarse: this life,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I would not love ... ...
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