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Ahmad always ask myself:? Even if the dream of their own weaving, there will be a day with their own hands to destroy.
me move on. Continue to think the night to continue their visual ....
When I saw the gamblers put their hard money accumulated overnight lost;
When I saw the abandoned lover to their partner;
because when I see someone betrayed the interests of friends, brothers ...... .. I believe.
them, were once a dream, had all had their own weaving dreams [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but they do not use their hands is what ruined his dream?
walk ..... I laughed, smiled from the heart. This is what life is true, is really his own dreams destroyed. They do not hurt?
say is their own original, the original so can not stand the test of everything. Is not it? As if the wind blows on the back of a leaf, like an ant little fingers will be able to let it die, as if it would be better .... in fact, that they say his heart is fragile fragile. Might as well say that they can not stand the test of ...
in front of others, I always show in front of their parents so strong. Whether we believe do not believe, I also like the very fragile very nervous. .... but I just do not like to let others see my tension and anxiety, I like them too accustomed to the deep hidden in the bottom of my heart,,, tried to ask oneself, in the end be happy or disturbed?
in my growing up , I experienced the frustration and anxiety or more or had. Once had. One by one, if they visit, I always complaining about why God should be so Wandering lost in the process I had the point of my dilemma, I was unable to get out into the whirlpool of misunderstanding the situation... I have blamed, hated, cried, uttered... Like giving up. I think the tired, tired, tired, tired...
Ahmad asked yourself , your greatest weakness? Not reply, in fact, already well aware of my heart, in addition to not get on but also what is it? 2, when the first recall. 800 meters. Just only 800 meters race along the way, their lead all the way, or even get rid of the others about 150 meters. Oh, fool, halfway to give up because of fatigue, and nothing had to do something ..
Ahmad is very hard to do, but I lack perseverance , half-believers and waste, I hate myself, who so hated the world does not wait for their .. Ahmad .. just sad this man was. Met secretly to hide things I dare not face.
in front of others, I always feel so great. Big. In fact, more than anyone else I do not naive, are small ... still in disguise? At the moment, Ahmad
at what time can be truly independent, can true courage to face to get rid of everything again, and to insist, persist, persist. ....
I do not know the patient is a kind of cowardice, or? Face the past in the face of parents, faced with the tone of his naked, the same as the heart was torn open. I was staring at the screen indifferent, then he can not fool yourself, chest thump thump dance sinking heart to cheat in their own weakness or tears ...? Let others shouted abuse. I'm saying to myself, preferred to remain silent face of everything. What is the explanation? Cover?? Ahmad is too weak?
Ahmad asked themselves; person's life what is most precious? I think my answer is different from others. I think the most precious life is not and has lost, and life is important, and now Ahmad is looking not so precious. Sometimes, even if life in the face of some harsh realities, but also what is? That is a fact of life is assumed, therefore, no matter how selected, the choice of who will assume the result is regret, because the loss must be accompanied by both a man or woman, regardless of friendship or affection, whether it includes .. ... life. Not a thing? Ahmad, so all we can not expect to control.
Ahmad! A love to dance, love to sing, I never find any in his body can allow himself to be gullible thing. Like I've never been in front of the mirror to see their own look. I'm just dancing, singing with the fans. Only at that time to forget yourself. Led me to the face in school when I would numb to secretly step into the hair behind the ear receiving the ear, pretending to listen to the above, then the serious mouthful than who painted. Like than the sign language .. .. cause I am on stage, forgetting who he is? Cause. .... but sometimes the teacher left standing..
Ahmad! Write a love of people, when the numbness, the time in tears, in the excitement of the time. Words words words put together what I feel. I do not think I am better now very good friends, but most writing is my good friend, no one can go head to accompany Ahmad, but the writing can be. It can do it. Every time I face the most good friends, I do not like to bother people. Do not like any thing in front of me shaking, not like anything to block. Do not like even more is not allowed. Ahmad is the only this time ... hegemony is self-confident ...
Ahmad! Is a very pessimistic person, but in the past 19 years growing up, God, give me too much of a Qiemo sad. Just my cold cold heart.
Ahmad! Is a favorite winter person, Ahmad does not like the summer sun vicious, always take our shopping time as always my heart itch. Ahmad does not like autumn. All the dead always make me so unhappy. Ahmad did not like spring. Flowering season is a lot more so I had to avoid a lot of bees... Winter. Basin under the snow is the best.. I will be quiet in that snow. Make a snowman. He had forgotten that people are so pessimistic ... I love winter.
Ahmad! Is a woman, what words to locate, that bad, sometimes weak, sometimes strong feel similar to their own apathy, strong weak and helpless behind. Life is so urgent, but it seems stable and easy, in short, is the feeling between the two, neither good nor bad, not high not low, happy and unhappy, empty and full.
just .....
only, Ahmad is not a happy The woman, not a confident woman, not a beautiful woman, not a gentle woman. Not a student, not a laughing woman, who is not a neat dress all women, but not a successful woman.
Ahmad is not a beautiful woman, Ahmad enjoy themselves do not understand, do not know how to dress themselves, no one else like a devil figure, the high bridge of the nose so no one else, no other white paint and white paint as the skin ..... it is not a pretty Ahmad woman.
Ahmad was not a happy woman, because it has been 19 years of growth process. God took away my happiness, leaving only desolation of all ... Ahmad is not a happy woman.
Ahmad is not a good woman, Ahmad can not learn to take care of themselves, but also had their own destruction, drinking, smoking, disco dancing, bubble man, fight.. That did not do. No one has been hiding under a number of pumping fiercely, fiercely with then one with a. Followed by drop by drop drop tears. Once their drunk drunk shopping, stop talking about the mouth: Why did you leave me? Why leave me? Why? Diba crazy standing there straining Akira follow the music , not? .... Just follow the school would do such a sour heart. Ahmad is not a good woman.
woman, what counts is the happiness? Young, beautiful, has the money, thinking, Is this the perfect and happy woman? We can do about the young? Pretty no longer beautiful? Money, not cleared of the day? Tired of people thinking more of is not it? Have more, have more. We then between happiness and unhappiness , pain and happiness, walking, and learning curve going through, almost in pain, we walked in between. Ahmad told myself, not a woman is completely happy.
Only Ahmad sigh, why do so many parallels in the nature of love , the bitterness of so many things happen, wrote a book I remember, because a dispute between couples is the one they love as a chisel, always wanted to use this knife to the other side sculpture line with their ideals in mind. In the carefully carved with their loved ones, who may be willing to be carved into a loss of self of people? Thus, personality clashes, became interested in the sword of the products vary, the end of nature is broken up. In fact, we should understand that each person is fully human, have their own unique or Who would be willing loss of self? Ahmad course not ... we will never love like we have said before: You are my half, I'm your other half. We are a complete person, are self!
woman, what you live for? Do they do marry, for money? In order to right? Or for? For what? Ahmad asked myself the same way: women, married since you like what you like? But others said: Ahmad real point of it, and now the woman who will suffer their own? Money and power to best the other room. Now the woman looking for a boyfriend 1 sentence to: BMW or Audi? people, partakers stable job enough. I do not need palm of the hand he took care of me, I do not need him to hurt me as a treasure, I do not need a lot of money ... he is rich he must have a house I do not need. What you do not need to listen to Ahmad respect to Ahmad's. Ahmad is not a pet, but not a national protection of pets, does not require you to pay so much money to raise ... and you better not buy a pet. only after Ahmad hope he can trust each other, mutual understanding, mutual care, mutual efforts to rely on each other. efforts to fight according to their own future ... together to fight. Along the way to go. I will make dinner at home, so you come back dear, dear I'll send one when you are sad embrace, I will not let you continue to do all home tired, I will give you good dear feet, wash, take the trouble of washing . I will not help when your baby with you face, I will be dear to you when you are tired knock back, I'll stand by you when dangerous front [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], although I fail to do so small a body but I will still stand in front of you ....... I think we will have the difficult than anyone. But I think about the future that my dear, we will have fun than anyone else ...
Ahmad said to myself: Now that love him, as if we are like that, Our future is so, I will hold you, I'll leave you alone, will not let you leave, will not let you go ... but we do not appreciate each other, but each transformation; not respect each other, and share with each other ... we do not think so ... not thing? Lost, we will never be able to do what? Turning back. Dear, Thank you for letting me know what is love! Thank you for your care of me before, care of me..
Ahmad said not too happy, as long as the heart of a mundane face the future. Please do not give me too much hard Hom. But Ahmad is also a woman, is also a common fragile woman. As anyone else. Does not need too much Ahmad is also afraid of losing, but also afraid of ...
recently many of my friends to my room always comments that I write the log good, in fact, I own that does not think so, I just some of their own inner true feelings to write out my eloquence is not very good, often the hearts of many ideas, but not very good language to express them, while only the quiet click of the keyboard, only some of thinking, and sometimes write with the idea of something not just want to breath a few days to a written, spelling but also a lot of it! And not much ambition, so-called writers ah what, in fact, have thought to write some love stories, but found that these are almost take a lot of time to think and ideas, there must be innovative, to be able to attract people's thinking can be appreciated mentally I do not have enough time to think about these things, so they did not write down. primary school, heard the teacher said: Modesty helps one to progress. Be elected. I have been so anesthetized ...
position sitting in a window, watching the wind blows out of the tree is shaken. Some can not afford to blow, it leaves a next one down.. Even can not stand the test of life to be eliminated one by one.. I also was one of them. Then once again be eliminated ... I asked Ahmad: I can how to do it?
give up, I thought, insist, I thought. But forget the time ... or sometimes can not be done perseverance. Ahmad just want to tell you: my dear, I have been trying, has been doing a good job or a woman ...
Ahmad turned over frequently as we will leave traces of the past , happy, sad. But that is the past. The face of the screen you hate me, for my tired, Ahmad's heart does not know what it feels like. Could not tell what may have been feeling kind of numb, or ... you leave me in the side, but also kick it with ... but, oh dear... I trusted you tomorrow or you rejected in the past? We will have no future at all. The fall of each round of pious fireworks only love in vain to stay around cigarette War indemnity. Have lost everything, but also how credit lies, promises to pay for you? But, my dear... You want, I struggled to make you smug, you know I love you never mind what the purpose. But you are still bitter to me abandoned. Just darling! Do you feel bad?
someone has asked this, if I'm not your first time, you will cherish my first 2 times? Would like the love me? Only the real world all on his own people to see too light. Ahmad just want to say: I do not look down, just happened I have no way to change. Only the pain in my heart Ahmad alone can appreciate. Please do not say that I feudalism. Ahmad hate ...
is the future of life, Ahmad said that I would not be so stingy, I will learn a great party. I will inadvertently step on someone else will give an I will give my time and bring a smile, Shouted the face of your face you do not understand, in the face of your argument. I will be very stingy stingy. Does not give you any chance. Do not mean to give you a word. Do not quarrel with you, not with you Lo. Not with you .....
life in the future, the Ahmad know, is not put on shoes Kogan, not straining to face milling, not hard to learn adult dress .. . the door will be able to change the maturity of their own, but the age is always fixed, helpless immature heart is kind of how mature you are just a child. Ahmad is the same. Was a child ..
in the coming days, I just do not know how to choose, choose more and more important than done ... love it really necessarily have to keep starting it? In the 20-year-old coming on the road I realized I need to do too much too much .. I am more numerous. And more I have a headache. But I have no way to change. Them to do only good time ....
gone also. Ahmad is too sensitive. Feeling seems to stay in that moment ...
just the reality of it? Oh, ah, sometimes Ahmad also ask myself, why now society will become so realistic? Do you believe it? Ahmad .. understand a little tired of all lingering memories. ..
but I want to Ahmad said: must be good live. Must be good.. Oh, the name of key basin reminder unknowingly lost an afternoon quietly, time gone also, this afternoon I did not do anything. But I hid my heart long, long time things are written. But I learned to silence, no longer face their own bleak eyes that Ahmad is still ... just pretend. I told Ahmad Ahmad told loudly, no. I stopped pretending. I want to laugh. I will laugh out loud. I want to cry, even in what a serious place. I would choose the same cry. ... I will not disguise myself ...
learn Ahmad, promise me, be sure to properly face the future. Can not find people like that, we as partners with writing and music, OK? We no longer wronged their own good?
Ahmad, hear me yet? Ahmad heard, I promise you. Will be the In order to qualify to love others.
Ahmad, July 22 is the mother's pain is your date of birth date. Said: Mom, I love you, it is tough! Say to myself: Ahmad, happy birthday. We do not need much to feast. We just need to gently gave the blessing.
Ahmad Come on [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!!! Believe in yourself!!!
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